Time Misspent in Wonderland

Time misspent in wonderland

she sips on broken dreams

In weeds of woe and circumstance

life leaking from her seams


Time misspent in wonderland

in what-might-have-been galore

with a distant grin, she stirs her gin

cross-legged on the floor


Photos spread haphazardly

she slips into her past

she bathes in milky memories

and prays that it will last


Time misspent in Wonderland

tears running down her face

when now comes knocking at her door

to occupy her space


“What’cha doing mama?”

words lilting and refrained

that pierce the walls of wonderland

to bring her home again

Seventeen Summers

For me

if you believe in averages

Seventeen Summers

is all that remains


Less Summers than

fingers and toes


With sixty Summers

in the rear view

the road in front of you

feels a lot shorter,

your hearing begins to fade

but your breathing

becomes more audible

and you can’t shake free

from the loose and crinkly

skin on your neck


When you say out loud

“Seventeen Summers”

the finite nature of it

settles in

and Ms. Mortality

with her toothy grin

and dead eyes

waves at you

from the shore


With only

Seventeen Summers left

dilly-dallying

feels like a crime

and reminiscing

seems irresponsible


I should be wringing

every ounce of life

out of every minute

of every day

of my Seventeen Summers

because

the last thing you want to feel

in your Seventeenth Autumn

is regret